I'm moving again

GUYS!! I got a job in Bountiful! I start next month, and I'll be living with Tina again! I'm so excited! I also might be getting a car. But that's not completely set yet, but the job is and I can't wait to start!!

That's really all I have for you. I can't wait though! I'll write to you next week!!

To a new year.

So, in my last blog post, I updated you about my job. I ended it with saying, “That's the only update I have right now, I'll post when something new happens.” Well something happened almost exactly a month before that post. I’ve been trying to think of how to put it in a post. It's not been an easy post to write, but here goes, the weekend of 'Hey' Adam and I broke up.

Adam and I spent the day together like we usually do. We went to lunch with his family then we went to a store with his brother and sister-in-law. After that we then went to his house and hung out. The day went on and he asked if I wanted to go for a drive. On the drive, he asked if I had a specific destination I wanted it to end at, I said no. Usually we end up at the park and just talk about the day or whatever comes to mind. Then he called me by my name, which might not sound weird, but when we were alone he didn’t really call me by my name. Following that was, “At the moment I don’t think this relationship is working, and I think we should see other people.” All I could say was, okay. I didn’t know what else to say. He asked if I was okay and I just started crying. We parked and cried and talked for a while. He then took me back to his house so I could get my stuff and go home with my dad. When we got home, Adam told me that after he broke up with me that he was waiting for me to hit him, and tell him I hated him. Which didn’t even cross my mind as something to do. I don’t hate him, I didn’t hate him then and I don’t hate him now, nor do I think I ever will. I hate that we broke up after three years, but I don’t hate him.

And so, for the first time in three years, I’m single. For the first time in three years, I don’t have to think or check with another person when making plans. For the first time in three years, I can see other people. For the first time in three years, I must get used to being my own person. 

Siver Sage

 I finally found a job! There is a little cafe/gas station/mini mart across from our house, that was hiring. On the days that I work, I run the whole store. I get to cook, run the register, and get you gas. My first Saturday working, half of my family came to see me and get food. Also that day I was working with the one of the owners and he called up some of his friends, and told them breakfast was on him. He thought they would all order something different, but they all ordered the Sage Breakfast, which is just, hash browns, sausage or bacon, eggs any way you want and toast. I just had to change the meat and eggs for each order, the only one who had something different was the owner, he had a smothered breakfast burrito.

My first day working totally alone was yesterday, it wasn't as busy, but I still got to talk to people and cook. Also I have a guy I have to call to sell beer to people. Yesterday was the first time I had to call him, and I honestly just asked him to come stand in the store so I could ring up the customers. He did, he just came in and stood in front of the register until I was done, then left. It was great. Jessica came by and bought some stuff, we watched this big semi for a couple minutes to see if he would come in and ask for food because the kitchen was closing. He never did, he fixed his semi and left. It was a pretty good day. I work again on Friday.

That's the only update I have right now, I'll post when something new happens.

Hey guys!! Long time no write

Hey everyone!! So since the last time I posted I have moved twice, had a birthday, and have had two jobs. We can start with my birthday.. it was great! I turned 22 Yay!!!!! A couple of weeks after my birthday I moved in with my cousin Devan!! It was fun then I got a job at the Smiths fuel center right down from her house! It was an okay job but it was only part time and the money was not what I needed. So like a month ago I got a job with our friend Ellen and her family and moved down to bountiful from Ogden three weeks ago. I help out with the kids and help her husband with a growing business. So that is what had been going on with me. I promise to post more often!

Hey

Hello. I lost my charger for a couple months, but I found it today! The most recent changes to happened are, we now have four goats and two horses. I cut my hair, I am a nursery leader, Adam and I celebrated our third anniversary. This week I am at Ellen's house to hang out with Tina and look for a job. I am still living with my mom.

Halloween is over and my birthday and Thanksgiving are this month and I could not be happier! I turn twenty and the next Thursday is Thanksgiving, How great is that!? I've been trying to convince Adam to take me to The Puppy Barn, and it hasn't been successful. I told him he could take me there for my birthday and it would be okay. He just laughed and said, "Okay." I don't think it's going to happen.